Surprised, no. You toured with Hathor Rising and Jade wouldn't have supported that if you were a hack. But it always depresses me when really talented people do really stupid things.
Nothing really. But it's depressing when people who could be awesome ruin that by doing really stupid shit. It doesn't mean you aren't talented. I have a ton of really talented friends who do really fucking stupid shit. But it still depresses me. Especially when they know better.
Of course I am. And maybe, yeah, I'm passing judgement on you and your choices here specifically. But when I say "could be awesome" I'm saying "Hey, I could have been friends with this really smart and really amazing and really talented chick but I can't trust her." And that depresses me.
Why, because you think I'm going to strike up a friendship with Jude behind your back? Because that's all I did. Most of my morals are still intact and I broke it off before it went too far. I can't help feelings that got involved.
Because here you are, years later, still lamenting. Because they are getting divorced because of you and you didn't walk away. You're waiting around for him and to say otherwise is just dumb and insulting.
And Jude and I are friends for the record. But even if we were more than that, you just confirmed for me why I shouldn't trust you with him (or any guy I was dating.) Because you "struck up a friendship" with this married guy. So why should I trust you with someone?
And that makes me sad. Because I'm totally not that kind of a person. I don't believe in jealousy.
Except I did walk away. I let Nikki into my life. And when I ended things, I told him, if he decided to leave his wife and if I became available, he could come find me. I haven't been waiting. I've dated other people since Nikki.
You said "If he decided to leave his wife" and now they are divorcing because of you.
Look. Walking away means walking away. Walking. Away. You clearly didn't. I just hope you find someone who doesn't make you post things about how you hate yourself and the situation, how your parents raised a better woman. Because if you were at all proud of your situation, you'd be cheering because your married man came back to you.
And those relationships never work out anyway. But why am I bothering. You don't want real life advice. You want someone to tell you it's going to be okay.
So I'm sorry for commenting at all because all we're going to do is make each other feel like shit.
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Because here you are, years later, still lamenting. Because they are getting divorced because of you and you didn't walk away. You're waiting around for him and to say otherwise is just dumb and insulting.
And Jude and I are friends for the record. But even if we were more than that, you just confirmed for me why I shouldn't trust you with him (or any guy I was dating.) Because you "struck up a friendship" with this married guy. So why should I trust you with someone?
And that makes me sad. Because I'm totally not that kind of a person. I don't believe in jealousy.
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Look. Walking away means walking away. Walking. Away. You clearly didn't. I just hope you find someone who doesn't make you post things about how you hate yourself and the situation, how your parents raised a better woman. Because if you were at all proud of your situation, you'd be cheering because your married man came back to you.
And those relationships never work out anyway. But why am I bothering. You don't want real life advice. You want someone to tell you it's going to be okay.
So I'm sorry for commenting at all because all we're going to do is make each other feel like shit.
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