May 18, 2005 14:14
man...my dad has no job!!!
ok so im like even more poor then b4
i miss courtney a hole lot...im such a fag
i fucked up so much while we were going out..i cant belive it...
idk how i was so stupid to do so...what the fuck was wrong with me??
well..shes talking to me now at least..and thats good...idk...mabye she kinda likes me...idk...
i might hang out with her sumtime this or next week...mabye we can work sum shit out or sumthing
i know that she knows how sry i am but i just wanted her to hear it again
im so sry for fucking up everything...im sry for hurting u as much as i did...i know that u cant ever forgive me..i cant forgive myself...im sry