cock it and pull it
so i went to hang out with my friends tonight after a hectic day... i wanted to get tatteed and was damn near it... but they were close to closing and I told him i didn't want it rushed.... I really need that needle right now.... but any ways I went to drop my friend off and we were sitting in my car and a cop came over and said it was called in that two people were sitting in a car... so i got poped for not haveing a lic. but i didn't have the keys in the ignition so i didn't have to go to jail or have my car impounded... so i have driving privlages suspended for 30 days so I am going to the DMV tomorrow to take care of everything.... on top of all that shit.... I found out a lot of interesting stuff.... mostly the reasons why I have been feeling sick is because my mind knows better than my heart.... you can't hide anything on myspace.... someone always ends up saying something, or showing something... why the fuck am i so stupid... I don't know.... i always get used when I start feeling things for people... I need to start watching out for that shit.... I am not up for any more heart ache... i sacrafice too much.... my life is shit right now... I could jump off a bridge right now no one would care... well maybe 2 or 3 but yah how sad is that... i hate life there's too much pain involved