Nov 10, 2005 00:09
i just got home from work....watching bad santa, dave and i tried to watch it months ago and his dvd is gay and skipped too much,but its on digital cable now so i can finally see how it ends. this santa is really really mean though...but dave and josh and krista say its a good movie.
im kinda lonely these days.krista's mom asked her if i was "unhappy with my living situation" here with joe and beth, i swear mind reader must be in the job qualificatons for moms. its not that i hate being here,it would be better if i wasnt alone all the time. everyone works days here though so by the tiime they get home im getting ready to go to work.....it sucks. and it used to be cool with dave and krista when i went away or when i first moved out,cause i would call and the three of us would talk on speaker phone,but now its different. its not the same with me not being there-i miss all of the details. and they only want to sit on the phone with me for so long before it gets anoing.i know they love me but i just wish i was there with them.
i dont know what to do....stick it out obviously,no other choice.....
i wish i could make everything alright for dave.
mia