darkness
so i feel like my life is changing so much-i hate change. i feel like im walking through a dark tunnel and making decisions in the dark with no clue where its leading me....
i guess thats what life is,but up till now i just stayed on the safe side.and the safe side would be me,at mcb, at barrymores mcdonalds, still going to church at utica,hanging out with krista and dave everynight and ignoring all the underlying contreversy and problems.
now that i chose to do the exact opposite of all of these things i feel so empty and lonely i want to cry, and i have too....but as ive said b4-tears are cleansing.
i love you krista and i pray that we can still stay tight.you are an amazing woman and i know YOU are what dave needs right now...stay strong and lean on me whenever you wanna...
peace and love
mia
i guess thats what life is,but up till now i just stayed on the safe side.and the safe side would be me,at mcb, at barrymores mcdonalds, still going to church at utica,hanging out with krista and dave everynight and ignoring all the underlying contreversy and problems.
now that i chose to do the exact opposite of all of these things i feel so empty and lonely i want to cry, and i have too....but as ive said b4-tears are cleansing.
i love you krista and i pray that we can still stay tight.you are an amazing woman and i know YOU are what dave needs right now...stay strong and lean on me whenever you wanna...
peace and love
mia