three blind mice
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tonight i was tearing at my skull to get out and i ended up at the stupid computer lab.
i need more friends
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i guess im starting a routine:
peppy's; smoking; pool; sleeping too late; spending too much..
in general, saying "fuck you" to my health.
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if im not doing something, i start to think about how lonely i am, how i keep to animals and machines because they wont build up nerves and let me down. this just will not do in the long run.
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there have been so many opportunities for something but nothing came from any of them.
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oh and did i tell you im seeing magnolia electric company in a few weeks? no one is going to stop me this time
the sandlot, betty, 1960s, dressing in decades, stealing, killing time, older men, security guards, living vicariously, the fruitless search for the comic ghost world, 3/4 break time vs. 1/4 work, don, richard, the guy who wears sunglasses inside, nursery rhymes, finding someone to occupy my time, aunts, naked lunch, narwhals, buttons, men playing the saw, the flower and patio show, cherry and black djarums, puking, lamar, fake meat, "inappropriate sex in schools", black dicks, handcuffs, grilled cheese, my morning jacket, the inexplicable, who's who, crowds, luck, draw, $500 down payments, happy trails and tails pet resort, birds on wires, spring break, connections, colorado, black lungs, stella, insect eyes, plans dropped like rocks, i just left and didnt say anything etcetcetcetera
tonight i was tearing at my skull to get out and i ended up at the stupid computer lab.
i need more friends
__
i guess im starting a routine:
peppy's; smoking; pool; sleeping too late; spending too much..
in general, saying "fuck you" to my health.
____
if im not doing something, i start to think about how lonely i am, how i keep to animals and machines because they wont build up nerves and let me down. this just will not do in the long run.
___
there have been so many opportunities for something but nothing came from any of them.
_
oh and did i tell you im seeing magnolia electric company in a few weeks? no one is going to stop me this time
the sandlot, betty, 1960s, dressing in decades, stealing, killing time, older men, security guards, living vicariously, the fruitless search for the comic ghost world, 3/4 break time vs. 1/4 work, don, richard, the guy who wears sunglasses inside, nursery rhymes, finding someone to occupy my time, aunts, naked lunch, narwhals, buttons, men playing the saw, the flower and patio show, cherry and black djarums, puking, lamar, fake meat, "inappropriate sex in schools", black dicks, handcuffs, grilled cheese, my morning jacket, the inexplicable, who's who, crowds, luck, draw, $500 down payments, happy trails and tails pet resort, birds on wires, spring break, connections, colorado, black lungs, stella, insect eyes, plans dropped like rocks, i just left and didnt say anything etcetcetcetera