a bitter life of regret

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today i am nineteen years old.
it was easily forgettable
dad said thats a sign of old age

whats scary is that ill be twenty next year
twenty
it puts a bitter taste in my mouth.
all the things i should have done before my twentieth birthday, lost with so many years of apathy

i must mention yesterday
"sir, theres a napkin acrosst your foot!"
making memories at dennys
ill cherish them forever

come monday, i forget all my weekend happenings
the most anticipated time of the week is lost
with the coming of a new one

i dont remember anything that happens to me anymore
most experiences just arent worth it