wait for logic

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i want to be someone else
im tired of being afraid to take risks, afraid to speak up, afraid to be rejected
afraid afraid afraid

i want to be someone more brave.

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this is so stupid

its not like what either of you say, to critisize me or to encourage me, is actually going to give me the strength i need to make a good decision. and for that matter, its not even just you two, but everyone i talk to online.
none of this is real- none of this drama or anything, because its just words on the screen.

basically, i only commented to dawn like that because it seemed like she had a different opinion than your own until you commented. and then she suddenly agreed with you. and nearly every time, its a comment about how beautiful your relationship is. call me cynical, but is that supposed to make me feel better? cos it doesnt. so ..the whole..blocking me, or whatever she did, with the journal? i mean, come on. does she think ill be crushed or something? it was a bit much, but i guess so was my comment. i had just been wanting to get it out for awhile. so when shes ready to not run away from a problem and confront me about it, okay. i cant believe ive been reduced to using you as a relay. its beyond ridiculous.

anyway, none of this is that big of a deal, and im sure in the end we will all be able to sleep peacefully tonight just the same.

by the way, i never said i was innocent or whatever. youre trying to generalize me when you know absolutely nothing about me.
however, i do appreciate your honest opinions, even if i dont agree with them.
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[chrisodeo]

Appy polly loggies for the generalization; everyone seemed to be agreeing with you, so I assumed you were being the same person they all were. You know what they say about assuming. Dawn isn't trying to run away from the problem, she merely found a solution that worked at the moment. It may or may not have been the best one, but it solved some of the problem. In my opinion, no one sleeps peacefully. Even if you can't think of something, there's always something everyone wishes they could go back and change. Just as in the waking world, there is and can never be true peace.