A Random Confession
So, I moved half-way across the world three months ago.
Things...haven't been the same after that.
I doubt, anyone will read this, or care but I just have to find some way to let this out.
I really miss my old school. Honestly, it's not that my new school is horrible. Actually, anyone from my old school would probably prefer this place by a landslide. It's not that the people are mean either. They're actually really nice, the only reason I'm so reserved around them is because I choose to be (out of my own awkwardness/anti-socialness).
The thing is, I miss my friends. And I know that's completely normal but sometimes the home-sickness brings me down a lot. I imagine going back there almost everyday, at school it's become a daydream. Today, I know it's worse than ever. Before I wrote this, I was looking at my school through Google maps...I tried naming every building I could see and I pretended I was watching them from afar somehow. They're probably asleep right now, but I like imagining it that way.
I'm not depressed or anything, but sometimes I feel close to it. It doesn't happen often, usually I'm just happy here but watching the people at my school having fun with their friends just makes it hurt a little more.
I wish they were here.
Things...haven't been the same after that.
I doubt, anyone will read this, or care but I just have to find some way to let this out.
I really miss my old school. Honestly, it's not that my new school is horrible. Actually, anyone from my old school would probably prefer this place by a landslide. It's not that the people are mean either. They're actually really nice, the only reason I'm so reserved around them is because I choose to be (out of my own awkwardness/anti-socialness).
The thing is, I miss my friends. And I know that's completely normal but sometimes the home-sickness brings me down a lot. I imagine going back there almost everyday, at school it's become a daydream. Today, I know it's worse than ever. Before I wrote this, I was looking at my school through Google maps...I tried naming every building I could see and I pretended I was watching them from afar somehow. They're probably asleep right now, but I like imagining it that way.
I'm not depressed or anything, but sometimes I feel close to it. It doesn't happen often, usually I'm just happy here but watching the people at my school having fun with their friends just makes it hurt a little more.
I wish they were here.