R.I.P
Theres so many names for my dog duke that i can think of..bear dog..dukey..big d..today duke entered another world..he's better there..no more suffering for him. its just so hard going through this right now. im sick to my stomach because of it..its hard walking through the house and not having duke follow me around..hard seeing pictures around the house of him and him not really being there. i love this dog so much. no dog i get will replace Duke..christmas is gonna suck without him. he tried holding on...but he had to let go..i had to let go..everyone had to let go. it was Duke's time to go. i understand it..but he just turned 10 a few days ago. this is one of the hardest things ive gone through. i miss him so much. i said goodbye to him a few minutes before it happened..he knew it was coming. Duke has never seen me cry so much. whenever i was upset, i always went to Duke for comfort just to pet him...and now he's gone. yeah i still have Rusty and Cossack..but its not the same..AT ALL..Duke was and will always be my favorite. no other dog will come close to being like Duke. ok enough of this. later