Oct 02, 2004 15:07
heyy..
I dont care who reads this entry..this is how i feel..
havent updated in a while bc my computer sucks ass..ne ways..things were going ok..schools good,im doing better..cheerleading is going awesome..now things suck completely..when you think the ppl you care about the most would never hurt you, but they do..the things the person said were very harsh..idk what to say ne more..its over..i cant take this ne more..i would never think it would have come out like this but it has..im sorry..im not explaining myself to you guys ne more..you dont understand me..im sorry my laugh annoys you..im sorry i like to laugh..im sorry im a fcuk up, im sorry im so annoying...you say im nothing w/ out you..very harsh..im a nobody..well thats what you say..but i am someone..you guys have no idea what your talking about..and im not gonna have a lil "sit down talk" thats BS! i dont need to explain myself to you..im not special at all..theres no reason why i cant have other friends...oh wait you wanted to know what the point of meeting new ppl was..that i have to get my priorities straight...and i dont go "crawling" back to you guys..im not that kinda person and if you think i am..then im not even gonna be friends w/ you..wait im not even ne more..i dont know what the outcome of this is gonna be..but i guess we have to wait and see..maybe it will be for the better..maybe for the worse..but i wanna see what will happen..i dont like the way you talk about my friends, i dont like it at all..you dont know them they way i do..so you have nothing to say about them..w/e im not wasting ne more time on this..goodbye
<3Karen