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I've felt like shit the last few days.... Ryan left and if I try to talk to him he acts like he doesn't want to talk to me.... He yelled at me and called me a bitch and shit and I don't know why he's bein an asshole all of a sudden. I feel like if he pisses me off and I act mad he won't ever see me and I miss him so much.... ugh... I've been so upset, I've been doing it again and he doesn't know... he'd probably be even more mad at me, I don't know.
I dyed my hair brown...ish. Molli got mad at me cuz I've always had lighter hair than her and now she's the "dumb blonde" ...I cut it to...it's noticably shorter... er I think so, other people might not.
I've hung out with Bethany the last few days... I feel like she's one of the only people that I can relate to right now because of how Mitch and her ended and how he changed and shit. I hope Ryan doesn't do that
I went to driver's ed yesterday and I hung out with these two guys that went to Hillcrest becasue I met em when we went to smoke during the break... nice way to meet people. They were like freshmen or something and I thought they would like Molli if they met her... they asked me for my number but I was like no way I have Ryan... I think. This chick that went to middle school with Molli came up to me and asked if I was her and I just looked at her like she was dumb... I think she got the point.
I think I'm going to Columbia on Tuesday for the Haste the Day and Extol show with Jared, and Jacob. Canaan might go but I don't think so... I don't really care. Ryan can't go so I probably can't see him till The Faint... if I'm still going to it.
uhhh... I'm getting my license in a few weeks so that'll be cool. I won't need people to bring me places. I might get Bethany to get me a fake ID so I can get some more piercings this summer. We're goin to the tannin bed, getting frames, getting a new phone, and going to BYB so I can get a job with Bethany on Tuesday.
I dyed my hair brown...ish. Molli got mad at me cuz I've always had lighter hair than her and now she's the "dumb blonde" ...I cut it to...it's noticably shorter... er I think so, other people might not.
I've hung out with Bethany the last few days... I feel like she's one of the only people that I can relate to right now because of how Mitch and her ended and how he changed and shit. I hope Ryan doesn't do that
I went to driver's ed yesterday and I hung out with these two guys that went to Hillcrest becasue I met em when we went to smoke during the break... nice way to meet people. They were like freshmen or something and I thought they would like Molli if they met her... they asked me for my number but I was like no way I have Ryan... I think. This chick that went to middle school with Molli came up to me and asked if I was her and I just looked at her like she was dumb... I think she got the point.
I think I'm going to Columbia on Tuesday for the Haste the Day and Extol show with Jared, and Jacob. Canaan might go but I don't think so... I don't really care. Ryan can't go so I probably can't see him till The Faint... if I'm still going to it.
uhhh... I'm getting my license in a few weeks so that'll be cool. I won't need people to bring me places. I might get Bethany to get me a fake ID so I can get some more piercings this summer. We're goin to the tannin bed, getting frames, getting a new phone, and going to BYB so I can get a job with Bethany on Tuesday.