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so today was one of the most up and downs days ever. i went to auburn and had to leave my house at 5. the tour was good and i got to see taryn. it was cool cuz we got to walk out on the field and then we sat right beside the student section so it was entertaining. well after the 3rd quarter, ali and i came on home so we could be here in time for our games tonight. i was in an amazing mood.. i was like delirious i was having so much fun. well then the game started and i had a bad game. it happened to be in front of 5 coaches, one of them being the head coach at auburn. so i was pretty depressed.. well the next game started and instead of having a bad game, i had the worst game ive played in probably atleast 1 year? hell, maybe longer i dont know. this was yet again in front of 5 coaches, including auburn. i didnt have a single hit the entire day.. the one hit i had the fukin umpire said she tagged me which was absolute shyt and he was in no position to make that call which pissed me off even more. the guy who was in the correct position said i wasnt tagged. so yea, did the one thing i really hate doing. def cried in the dugout. and on the field. and in my car. and hell everywhere. i havent cried because of softball since the state tournament. on another note, saw someone i havent seen in 8 or 9 months.that was... interesting i guess is the way to put it. maybe made some realizations? hell i dont know. if oyu want to you can text me tonight cuz it might make me feel better. there is one person who will make me feel better if i get a text from but i guess ill wait and see if i do. good night all, i hope everyone elses wasnt this miserable.
Sorry for the pity party, get the hell over it.
Sorry for the pity party, get the hell over it.