empath
So a lot of my ill physical feelings on Tuesday were confirmed last night when I saw my 3 1/2 year old homeopathy client's mom at yoga sadhana.
She told me that when she went home from the appointment, she was violently sick, with a pounding headache and fever. She said she couldn't believe how sick she got.
Her input to her son's case was significant. She's had a lot of emotional experiences and has many dynamics with him (as all parents do I am sure) but anyway, out of respect to her I will summarize by saying that when she works through a lot of the stuff she is currently processing, he will undoubtedly become quite healthy. She is fully aware and an active participant in the process and shows up for herself, so I've got confidence in their ability to work through this big learning opportunity.
In days past, my healing sessions with clients were all characterized by an empathic process, whereby I would feel the location of and often the quality of the imbalance within my own body, and it would guide me to their healing facilitation.
This began to make me feel burned out, if I was unable to effectively clear the energies. Or it could even take time to clear those energies.
In 2004 I took Lac Maternum homeopathically and re-experienced birth trauma, fully incarnating, and when I made the transition, I found my empathic responses to the energies of others and clients had vanished.
So now I am pondering if my shared experience with this woman was somewhat empathic in nature. Or again, if it's the energies of the time, or this frigging proving remedy that I'm so tired of (I am ready to have a big antidoting party). I'm interested in her experience of having this violent illness erupt for her and maybe I just felt the outer edge of it. Like an emotional earthquake for which I've felt the aftershock.
Interesting....
Meanwhile, I can't get enough chocolate. I bought some Easter chocolate for Charlie and myself, and figured, it's Eostara, let's celebrate spring! The chocolate feels like a big craving right now.
Time to prepare for evening Sadhana.
She told me that when she went home from the appointment, she was violently sick, with a pounding headache and fever. She said she couldn't believe how sick she got.
Her input to her son's case was significant. She's had a lot of emotional experiences and has many dynamics with him (as all parents do I am sure) but anyway, out of respect to her I will summarize by saying that when she works through a lot of the stuff she is currently processing, he will undoubtedly become quite healthy. She is fully aware and an active participant in the process and shows up for herself, so I've got confidence in their ability to work through this big learning opportunity.
In days past, my healing sessions with clients were all characterized by an empathic process, whereby I would feel the location of and often the quality of the imbalance within my own body, and it would guide me to their healing facilitation.
This began to make me feel burned out, if I was unable to effectively clear the energies. Or it could even take time to clear those energies.
In 2004 I took Lac Maternum homeopathically and re-experienced birth trauma, fully incarnating, and when I made the transition, I found my empathic responses to the energies of others and clients had vanished.
So now I am pondering if my shared experience with this woman was somewhat empathic in nature. Or again, if it's the energies of the time, or this frigging proving remedy that I'm so tired of (I am ready to have a big antidoting party). I'm interested in her experience of having this violent illness erupt for her and maybe I just felt the outer edge of it. Like an emotional earthquake for which I've felt the aftershock.
Interesting....
Meanwhile, I can't get enough chocolate. I bought some Easter chocolate for Charlie and myself, and figured, it's Eostara, let's celebrate spring! The chocolate feels like a big craving right now.
Time to prepare for evening Sadhana.