there's something about the way you manage to be the meaning of life, yet not in mine.

[opaqueoutlook]

if i had the opportunity to do it all over again, he knows i would have done differently. the path i would have chosen would have eventually lead me to a much desired life, both socially and financially stable, and not lived by many.

i don't think i've ever felt so small, i wish i could be that tall again.

unfortunately, i'll take this night and call it my own,
but i just can't pick up the phone.

it's heavier than ever, intimidating me with it's haunting ring, i am afraid.

i'll just visit that old resteraunt and slip some liquor in my drink while he admires a familiar stranger from the other side of the room, but
i'm hoping that he'll change so we can someday drive down the same road again.

i meant every word i said, i'm just not well read.