i lost my charm.
i ask him to allow me to apologize for the times i have abandoned him in his room for another, and i beg for him to pardon a thousand of my excuses, but he is not giving way.
and tonight i wish i could just get outta here and take a drive, because these unfamiliar voices keep crashing down and their haunting me at home. there is no trust established, thus, i cannot respond honestly.
it's half past one, and i need to be productive because this unspoken disgust is killin' me.
now, i am the one wearing his clothes, acting dumb and making up my own words; avoiding the good life and selling out for some wife.
dependence is a difficult weakness to admit, but when an individual proclaims their reliance, it is to be taken seriously and thoughtfully.
not mindlessely.
i have declared as of today, subordination to someone else is a variation of completion.
and tonight i wish i could just get outta here and take a drive, because these unfamiliar voices keep crashing down and their haunting me at home. there is no trust established, thus, i cannot respond honestly.
it's half past one, and i need to be productive because this unspoken disgust is killin' me.
now, i am the one wearing his clothes, acting dumb and making up my own words; avoiding the good life and selling out for some wife.
dependence is a difficult weakness to admit, but when an individual proclaims their reliance, it is to be taken seriously and thoughtfully.
not mindlessely.
i have declared as of today, subordination to someone else is a variation of completion.