It's better then letting them down for the umpteenth time
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It looks alot more logical to end my life rather then suffer more.
I can't repay this. Nobody is hiring, and the pressure from my parents has finally made me want to die. I'm done. I've prayed, asked for help on various forums, asked SM for help, asked all these banks for fucking help and nobody cares.
They don't care. So why should I stay? For the selfish gratification of those around me, knowing I am "tangible"? What good is love if you need a menial job in order for your family to give two shits about you? What good is money if you can never actually get any?
What good are the "wealthy" fun shit if you can only look at it on tv? What good is life if the goddamn "God" is so impotent and a sack of shit? Is He the rich man's deity, and that's why everyone I know with student loan debt are literally feeling hopeless or fighting back suicidal thoughts? What's the fucking point anymore?
I had the misfortune of reading that tripe about "The Secret"...I know the secret, and that secret is: Life sucks, Rich assholes take every penny you try to earn,You date and get dumped--or get lucky and have someone to suffer with, Then You Die. Isn't that lovely? Isn't that the best and most enriching reason you would come to Earth? Fuck channeled messages, fuck those bastards who fooled me into thinking I could just "get a job" once I graduated, and fuck the wealthy.
I mean it. Take a Halberd, shove it up their ass til it comes out their mouths, and LAUGH at them. Nah. Laughter is pointless. Shit on their faces. That'd be a lot more pleasurable. Considering they shit on everyone for generation after generation, never having a single god-damn worry, always being able to eat, always having fine homes and happy shitlings. It's pointless.
Life sucks, and then you die. Life sucks the passion out of you, then you die. Fun right?
It looks alot more logical to end my life rather then suffer more.
I can't repay this. Nobody is hiring, and the pressure from my parents has finally made me want to die. I'm done. I've prayed, asked for help on various forums, asked SM for help, asked all these banks for fucking help and nobody cares.
They don't care. So why should I stay? For the selfish gratification of those around me, knowing I am "tangible"? What good is love if you need a menial job in order for your family to give two shits about you? What good is money if you can never actually get any?
What good are the "wealthy" fun shit if you can only look at it on tv? What good is life if the goddamn "God" is so impotent and a sack of shit? Is He the rich man's deity, and that's why everyone I know with student loan debt are literally feeling hopeless or fighting back suicidal thoughts? What's the fucking point anymore?
I had the misfortune of reading that tripe about "The Secret"...I know the secret, and that secret is: Life sucks, Rich assholes take every penny you try to earn,You date and get dumped--or get lucky and have someone to suffer with, Then You Die. Isn't that lovely? Isn't that the best and most enriching reason you would come to Earth? Fuck channeled messages, fuck those bastards who fooled me into thinking I could just "get a job" once I graduated, and fuck the wealthy.
I mean it. Take a Halberd, shove it up their ass til it comes out their mouths, and LAUGH at them. Nah. Laughter is pointless. Shit on their faces. That'd be a lot more pleasurable. Considering they shit on everyone for generation after generation, never having a single god-damn worry, always being able to eat, always having fine homes and happy shitlings. It's pointless.
Life sucks, and then you die. Life sucks the passion out of you, then you die. Fun right?