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Jan 08, 2007 23:25



Two Songs I love right now:

Artist: Alana Grace Lyrics
Song: Black Roses Red Lyrics

Can I ask you a question please
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly I'm standing here
Afraid I'll be betrayed.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams
So let the morning light come in and let the darkness fade away
Chorus:
Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?

Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
One last year has come and gonne
It's time to let your love rain down on me

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz
I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love (x6)

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz I'm feelin like I'll blame in on love
I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love (until fades)

ABANDONED POOLS LYRICS

"The Remedy"

I could use
A shot
Your novacaine
My soul's a fuse
Blows away your name

Then you can be the remedy
And I can be the enemy
And he can go and live as nothing
They you can be the wanna be
And I can be the remedy
And he can go to hell for all I care

Say this world is not so shallow
When you can't beg steal or borrow
Save your breath your soul is hollow
And it's all too much to swallow

Take this souvenir
They can't deny you were here
This scar always there
To medicate your fear
So everythings going alright. My Dads doing better, he's still nervous though. Hell I'd be too... I haven't been  sleeping much. Can't blame anyone but myself for that. I just haven't felt like going to bed.. when I do I just lay there and think. Usually I'd be pissed off about that. But It's actually relaxing. Cranking my Ipod on loud, and falling asleep thinking about a million different things. My life has changed so much. I like it though. It's almost like a ton of weight is off of my shouldars. I can run, I can walk, I can fucking skip on my own. lmao.. It's just like, for once in a long as time, I am myself. Not afraid to say something stupid, or look like an Idiot. I am back in Drama. I'm enjoying watching them act... I'm sketching.. I'm singing my guilty pleasure songs. I don't feel trapt by decisions. I feel like I can do anything if I put my mind to it right now.  All the times I thought I had lost myself, I was here the whole time. Watching and waiting for a chance to live again.

Anyways, that's it... I'm going to call Brit, and enjoy my last Cigg. for the night.
-Amber-
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