I don't care what you think of me Anymore
Don't you find it funny how people like to bash on other peoples addictions when they have some of their own. I can't say I haven't gone a day without a cigg. in a while. But I can honestly say I've eaten something everyday of my life. Normal Portions as well. Offended? I don't fucking care anymore. You all say what you want to say, because you have a right. It's your journal, and this is mine.
Cigg. are a fucking disgusting habbit, and if I wanted stop it I would. But I'd much rather be smoking then biting my nails till they bled, or having an ulser. You think I need that crutch. Fuck no, you could take this pack away from me and I COULD quit. I could say fuck it to every god damn smoker in this world as well. If your not a smoker you ARE NOT better then people who do smoke. Who's to say you are serving your insdies on a platter. Lung cancer blod clots, yea I know the deal. But you also know snorting that coke, and not eating can cause your body to eat yourself. You could throw a million knives this way and I wouldn't cut with them. I can say I don't need it. But I want it. It takes the stress away, my habit doesn't make the stress stronger.
I know what I am doing.
I know it's looked down upon.
But have some fucking RESPECT before you say shit.
Bottom line.
It can be thrown right back in your face.
It's time to grow up.
I don't care what my friends do, and I wont bash on thier shit. I love to read Michelles entrys, and if you talked to her, other then live journal, then you'd KNOW what her entrys mean. Can't blame no one but yourself for that.
Never until today would you have seen me write anything about eatting dissorders, because almost everyone of my friends have had one. I haven't. And no, it's not 'Cause im skinny, or I fit in with the skinny image. Because I have thought I was fat. Did I stop eatting, no. Because I know that not eatting wouldn't solve shit but make my insides hate me.
Do I think it's stupid for someone to control their weight by simply not eatting? YES. Do I think it's stupid to puke up your shit after a meal? Yes. Do I think it's stupid to have to depend on my weight to decide whether or not I feel happier about myself? Yes. Do I think it's stupid that people can smoke pot yet say cigg. are a no no.. yea I do.
Spare me the facts, I know the side effects.
Because bottom line, you are who you are.
I don't care WHAT your doing to yourself, it's none of my buisness and I dont WANT to know.
Then again once you get a job, you meet a lot of new people. And it makes you relieze,in order to have a happy life, you can't care about the little shit.
The End
I'm not taking comments because I dont care.
That is one of my pet peeves I've never shared what I think.
Cigg. are a fucking disgusting habbit, and if I wanted stop it I would. But I'd much rather be smoking then biting my nails till they bled, or having an ulser. You think I need that crutch. Fuck no, you could take this pack away from me and I COULD quit. I could say fuck it to every god damn smoker in this world as well. If your not a smoker you ARE NOT better then people who do smoke. Who's to say you are serving your insdies on a platter. Lung cancer blod clots, yea I know the deal. But you also know snorting that coke, and not eating can cause your body to eat yourself. You could throw a million knives this way and I wouldn't cut with them. I can say I don't need it. But I want it. It takes the stress away, my habit doesn't make the stress stronger.
I know what I am doing.
I know it's looked down upon.
But have some fucking RESPECT before you say shit.
Bottom line.
It can be thrown right back in your face.
It's time to grow up.
I don't care what my friends do, and I wont bash on thier shit. I love to read Michelles entrys, and if you talked to her, other then live journal, then you'd KNOW what her entrys mean. Can't blame no one but yourself for that.
Never until today would you have seen me write anything about eatting dissorders, because almost everyone of my friends have had one. I haven't. And no, it's not 'Cause im skinny, or I fit in with the skinny image. Because I have thought I was fat. Did I stop eatting, no. Because I know that not eatting wouldn't solve shit but make my insides hate me.
Do I think it's stupid for someone to control their weight by simply not eatting? YES. Do I think it's stupid to puke up your shit after a meal? Yes. Do I think it's stupid to have to depend on my weight to decide whether or not I feel happier about myself? Yes. Do I think it's stupid that people can smoke pot yet say cigg. are a no no.. yea I do.
Spare me the facts, I know the side effects.
Because bottom line, you are who you are.
I don't care WHAT your doing to yourself, it's none of my buisness and I dont WANT to know.
Then again once you get a job, you meet a lot of new people. And it makes you relieze,in order to have a happy life, you can't care about the little shit.
The End
I'm not taking comments because I dont care.
That is one of my pet peeves I've never shared what I think.