While spending two hours in the social cognition lab, I have gone through this journal in my boredom and decided that I want to start writing here again. Opalsnow has been my online name for a long time, in a lot of places. I want this journal back. Although
pearluster is very pretty with a theme and all the right icons, it is restrictive. The things that happen in my life is not limited to within a theme of pearls, tainted red pearls, tarnished purity, or anything like that. But I might keep that as my private journal.
Also to solve the paradox of not wanting to disclose too much details online and yet having the desire to publish one's journal, I have decided to use
rose_bride69 as my daily (boring) journal. Using the characters and settings of Ohtori Academy, I hope to write about my daily life without incriminating myself. It will have some element of fantasy, truth, fiction, grandiose idealization of oneself and detachment from petty human emotions. It will probably help me start writing creatively after all the scientific writings I've done.
I've done the entries clean-up on this journal so it's now time to clean-up my friends' list too. There are too many here that I do not know well enough. I know many have even stopped using Livejournal. If you want to stay, just comment. For the others, no offence meant and taken, will be deleted. By the way, for all those who were there to share the few years of my life while I was keeping this journal, I really loved you guys! Was reading the past comments and just couldn't help laughing at funny ones, feeling nostalgic at the secrets divulged, and empathic at the problems shared.