Cold...(But I'm Still Here...)
So it's been a while since I updated. I don't know why I have a paid account, but I just feel like I'd be missing out if I didn't have one?
Anywhoo, Teyla's first birthday was a huge hit. All my besties showed up with their kiddos and they all had a blast.
Due to stress,my tummy is full of bleeding ulcers, BUT, I DID get my referral appointment for my rheumatologist from my PCP like I've been waitng for. Its on Thursday. (GOD the keyboard on my crappy laptop SUCKS I think I need a new laptop, even though this one is less than 2 years old..)
Mark is still an asshole, and my mom is still trying to get me to leave him. I should. It's realy whats best, but its hard when you've been married for nearly 10 years.
Ive had a fibro flare the last 2 days, and before that I really didn't feel like cleaning, sooooo the house looks like a bomb went off with an exception of the bathroom, which I DID clean, and sweep, AND Swiffer. Mark is being abusive mentally and emotioaly about the house not being clean.
Good news though. I'm taking my entire school refund and spendin it on te girls....annnnnndddd I'm buying myself a 2005 Kia Sorento EX!!
I nee help. I don't hve the energy to care for my girls like I should. Every morning we wake up between 8-10AM, I go and give them cereal or waffles for breakfast around 10AM, and then crash on the couch until like, 1PM. I'm tired of this. My girls deserve better. I'm just always in SO much pain and I'm always just SO damned tired.
BTW, I figured it out. It wasn't my keyboard screwing up the other day, it was the visual editor on LJ. Is anyone else having issues with the visual editor when they post directly from the site? I have no idea about this, because I normally use Semagic...
Anywhoo, Teyla's first birthday was a huge hit. All my besties showed up with their kiddos and they all had a blast.
Due to stress,my tummy is full of bleeding ulcers, BUT, I DID get my referral appointment for my rheumatologist from my PCP like I've been waitng for. Its on Thursday. (GOD the keyboard on my crappy laptop SUCKS I think I need a new laptop, even though this one is less than 2 years old..)
Mark is still an asshole, and my mom is still trying to get me to leave him. I should. It's realy whats best, but its hard when you've been married for nearly 10 years.
Ive had a fibro flare the last 2 days, and before that I really didn't feel like cleaning, sooooo the house looks like a bomb went off with an exception of the bathroom, which I DID clean, and sweep, AND Swiffer. Mark is being abusive mentally and emotioaly about the house not being clean.
Good news though. I'm taking my entire school refund and spendin it on te girls....annnnnndddd I'm buying myself a 2005 Kia Sorento EX!!
I nee help. I don't hve the energy to care for my girls like I should. Every morning we wake up between 8-10AM, I go and give them cereal or waffles for breakfast around 10AM, and then crash on the couch until like, 1PM. I'm tired of this. My girls deserve better. I'm just always in SO much pain and I'm always just SO damned tired.
BTW, I figured it out. It wasn't my keyboard screwing up the other day, it was the visual editor on LJ. Is anyone else having issues with the visual editor when they post directly from the site? I have no idea about this, because I normally use Semagic...