No faith...
Ive become so attached to my mama and my pawpaw since my granny fayes passing. I never realized how much i love them until now. I check on my pawpaw every day and be sure to kiss him and say i love you every day, and when im not there, im calling. He put so much energy, money, and faith in me being successful at life after i graduated high school and now look at me. Ive let myself down, and more importantly i let him down. And its too late.