Apr 29, 2008 22:11
so...the end of the semester is rapidly approaching, and i have a lot of mixed emotions. i'm happy it's over because this semester has been hell class-wise (and i'm still unsure if i'll pass design II) but i'm sad for other reasons. a big one is jesse leaving...even though the places he's interviewed at have all been relatively close. i've gotten used to seeing him every day, and he's pretty much amazing. i really can't describe how happy he makes me. i love him a lot, and i pray that we will work as well long distance as we have here at state. we fit together well, and i don't want to lose him :-)
another reason that i'm sad is jamey is leaving for a year long internship. she's pretty much my best friend here at state. and even though i have a lot of close friends in the studio, i'm really going to miss living with jamey and talking to her. i know that we'll keep in touch regardless, but it's not going to be the same. so...basically my two best friends at state will be missing next year. change sucks...
i'm going to NY on sunday, and then home for two days, and then disney...i should be really excited about these things (and i am) but the back of my mind is sad because i know next year will not be the same. although, that is how life always is. and i'm grateful for what i have been given.
time to end this chapter and begin a new one...