:(
happiness and sadness
yesterday was one of my best friends birthdays...
and then last night i found out a friend of mine's sister had a baby-- little boy named Jackson
(he has an older brother named Cole-- cute!!)
but also I found out yesterday that my grnadmother might be dying...
We've gotten slightly closer since i moved back from Greensboro and I've been helping her with hair appointments and such... She feel down the last of June and hours later someone found her and called us to take her to the hospital. She hates hospitals. Finally she was released this past Monday and while in the hospital her lung collapsed twice. and yesterday, it did it again.
She told my brother that she rather die in her own bed than go to the hospital again... but yet, shes there, again...
and I feel horrible, b/c I feel I am being selfish b/c all I wanna do is talk about me and my wedding and get things taken care of.....
everything is happening all at once this year...
yesterday was one of my best friends birthdays...
and then last night i found out a friend of mine's sister had a baby-- little boy named Jackson
(he has an older brother named Cole-- cute!!)
but also I found out yesterday that my grnadmother might be dying...
We've gotten slightly closer since i moved back from Greensboro and I've been helping her with hair appointments and such... She feel down the last of June and hours later someone found her and called us to take her to the hospital. She hates hospitals. Finally she was released this past Monday and while in the hospital her lung collapsed twice. and yesterday, it did it again.
She told my brother that she rather die in her own bed than go to the hospital again... but yet, shes there, again...
and I feel horrible, b/c I feel I am being selfish b/c all I wanna do is talk about me and my wedding and get things taken care of.....
everything is happening all at once this year...