Another one of those days...
Allen thinks I'm cheating on him with Rakul, my adoptive dragon father. That's ridiculous. I told Cyrakhis about it, but I offended him by saying that it was embarassing the things I pretended years ago. I'm sorry...I'm so sorry, Cyr. You are one of my best friends and I'd hate to lose you.
I feel as if this whole online life is screwing me up here in the real life. I don't really know what to do anymore. I don't have any friends in real life. I can't get a job because we can't afford a babysitter. I have a REALLY hard time trying to even tell Allen what is on my mind. Why do I have such a problem with that?
All of this is making me very upset...but Kallie is awake and Allen is working with his brother today...I can't cry right now...actually, I can't cry anytime because I either have to watch Kallie or Allen is around...I don't want anyone to see me cry...not anymore...
"But you don't see me anymore..."
I feel as if this whole online life is screwing me up here in the real life. I don't really know what to do anymore. I don't have any friends in real life. I can't get a job because we can't afford a babysitter. I have a REALLY hard time trying to even tell Allen what is on my mind. Why do I have such a problem with that?
All of this is making me very upset...but Kallie is awake and Allen is working with his brother today...I can't cry right now...actually, I can't cry anytime because I either have to watch Kallie or Allen is around...I don't want anyone to see me cry...not anymore...
"But you don't see me anymore..."