Dec 01, 2004 20:45
i posted this in my melo also.
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i'm not cool. i'm not great. i'm not smart. i'm not even all that good looking. i'm not anything special. i'm not fun and exciting. in fact i'm pretty damn boring. i'm not a person to have a great conversation with. i'm not anything. i'm not extraordinary. yet.. yet she still loves me. for some reason that i'll never understand. i can never even begin to grasp what she may possibly see in me, if it's even anything at all. i don't get it, but she does. that's all that really matters.
she's perfect. she's easy to talk to. she's amazing to be with. she's smart. she's simply amazing. she's all that. she's so cool. yet she lets me call her my own. i don't get it, but that's the way it is and i love it that way.
i'm not the best at saying "i love you" and i never say it enough. i'm never romantic. she doesn't seem to mind. i need to learn to be less shy. i need to learn a lot. but she's always there for me, no matter what. she's amazing.
i started this out saying to myself that it wasn't going to be anything big, nothing long, nothing to get attached to. a year and a few brain cells later i realize something.. why not? why not get attached to her? why not love her? why not go to bed every night thinking about her and wake up every morning with her in mind? ok so i realized it way before a year, but this is the first time i'm writing it out. this is the first time i'm writing "i love you" and putting all my reasons behind it. i'm laying myself out transparent for all the world to see.
i want to write you a love song
but i don't know the words for this poem
so would these alone do?
I Love You.
it's a day early, true, but i want to write this all out right now before i lose any of the words i have now.
Jess, I love you, more than you'll know.