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work stresses me out. i wish i had enough money to work part time. i would enjoy it. i wouldnt get so pissed everytime something effed up. this computer, the people i work with, the whole dmned place - it sucks.
kinda scared for lillian. afraid that ulric will go home and never see her again and break her heart. it upsets me when lillian is upset, naturally. she's my princess. my life.
so whats a girl to do? chris' mom keeps calling and leaving nasty messages on my voicemail. if its not one guy's mom, its another. i am going to tell her that if she doesnt have something nice to say, dont fucking call. and i am sure she will call again tonight. a dozen times.
no, chris, it isnt your fault. you are my roomate and best friend, and no, i am not mad at you, so dont ask me again. i know i sound like a bitch when i say that in person, so i am typing it in lj.
i think i am going to start fasting. lose just a few more pounds. my mom wont let me take ephedra (??) i dont know why. i dont know why i act like i am going to listen to her either. i will prolly take them for a week so i can lose weight.
i am tired right now, another reason i want to take a diet pill, but i need to stay at work. part of me wants to go home and say fuck it. but i wont.
so we are supposed to get a hurrican tomorrow. woohoo! the lady that moved here from chicago is all afraid of a cat 1 hurricane. i say: hurricane party, my house!
kinda scared for lillian. afraid that ulric will go home and never see her again and break her heart. it upsets me when lillian is upset, naturally. she's my princess. my life.
so whats a girl to do? chris' mom keeps calling and leaving nasty messages on my voicemail. if its not one guy's mom, its another. i am going to tell her that if she doesnt have something nice to say, dont fucking call. and i am sure she will call again tonight. a dozen times.
no, chris, it isnt your fault. you are my roomate and best friend, and no, i am not mad at you, so dont ask me again. i know i sound like a bitch when i say that in person, so i am typing it in lj.
i think i am going to start fasting. lose just a few more pounds. my mom wont let me take ephedra (??) i dont know why. i dont know why i act like i am going to listen to her either. i will prolly take them for a week so i can lose weight.
i am tired right now, another reason i want to take a diet pill, but i need to stay at work. part of me wants to go home and say fuck it. but i wont.
so we are supposed to get a hurrican tomorrow. woohoo! the lady that moved here from chicago is all afraid of a cat 1 hurricane. i say: hurricane party, my house!