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[oozhassny]

I cried today. went to the doctor. ::sigh::

got a call on my cell phone today: "riot rob". my heart sank. for a half a millisecond, i had this strange feeling come over me. indescribable. almost eerie. i keep thinking he is just off on vacation somewhere, expecting him back any day now. then i go to sleep and my dreams reassure my nightmare. he is

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[oozhassny]

say what you want, Amamnda. Whatever makes you feel better. I have told you repeatedly to stop contacting me. Rob is fucking dead. I have no use for you or your family. I just pray your son doesnt turn out like you. thank god he at least has Jack, who seems mature enough to raise a child.

So you are saying he thought i was a whore. hmm. Then why did he want to move in with me so badly? I wasnt the only girl interested in him before he asked me to be his girlfriend.

As for his belongings, I dont fucking have them. Leave me the fuck alone about it. If I had his shit, I would gladly get them back to you just so you could go on and bug the fuck out of someone else. What do I have of his? his cd's? yours. I dont give a fuck. So what you are asying about your brother is that he is a liar. Thats nice. Because he always told me that you actually liked me. But i really dont care if you didnt like me to begin with. I wasnt dating him to make you happy.

and no, I am not being selfish and petty. Being selfish and petty is asking for shit that I don't have. Selfish and petty is asking me to send you a birthday present that doesnt exist. Chris can even vouche for that; he told Chris that night that he had to go buy the giftcard in the morning. Being selfish and petty is asking for cds. What the fuck are you gonna do with his cd's? I really dont care. You want them, you got them. They will be sent to you.

I think its shitty that you are using his LJ account to comment to me. Leave it alone. Get your own livejournal. He is fucking gone. there is nothing you can do or say to upset me more than his death already did. Get over yourself. Do you not see that you need to be there for your son? Your free time should be spent making sure that he gets all the love he can get at this time instead of focusing all of your energy on trying to upset me or blame me for things I didn't do. I hope you learned a lesson from his death and stop begging people for pills.

get over yourself. you are not the only one hurt by all of this. The world does NOT revolve around Amanda Miles.

This is the last time I am going to tell you not to contact me. I have already told you what is going to happen if you continue to harass me. I am sure your father wouldn't be happy about that. Especially since he is the only person being civil. You are acting like a child. Grow up.