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Heyy People
Today I had school I was so tried...because I had work the night before and i had to stay up late to do my reading log. Usually I wouldnt do it because I wouldnt care.. but I made a goal with myself and im going to keep with it no matter what. But i'm going to be a Big Sister, I signed up today and he said I can do it he'll set it up for me..which I get to help someone with there work or a problem they are having, knowing they can talk to me. I love that just being able to help someone and getting to listen to them. Thats one reason why I wanna be a counselor or something like that.
So after school I had work at 4pm so I went. While I was working I had an anxiety attack it was really scary and weird. At first I didnt know what it was and I told people at work what happen like I described it because it felt so weird and they said it was that and then when my mom picked me up and I told her too and shes said the something. I just sat there and thought about it and why I would have one I thought I was to young to have one but I guess not and I realized alot of stuff. Im just stressed out about school, work and friends. Like I have to work so much harder at school, then at work I have to get all my stuff done and then get home and do more school work. Then friend, I dont know I get this feeling that they dont want me around them or the simple fact they dont have time for me and only need me when they need me idk. You are probably think im over reacting or something but thats how a really feel. Its like no one takes me seriously or care about me. I dont know maybe im going crazy. I kinda feel better about somethings by talking about it now.
So tomorrow I have work at 12-6pm on call to 7pm so that will be cool because I wont have to close. Then after that im supposed hang out with Nikki so that will be fun. Ill try to Find time to post another one or these great things!
Love
Jennipher
P.S I love comments so leave some please!! =)
Today I had school I was so tried...because I had work the night before and i had to stay up late to do my reading log. Usually I wouldnt do it because I wouldnt care.. but I made a goal with myself and im going to keep with it no matter what. But i'm going to be a Big Sister, I signed up today and he said I can do it he'll set it up for me..which I get to help someone with there work or a problem they are having, knowing they can talk to me. I love that just being able to help someone and getting to listen to them. Thats one reason why I wanna be a counselor or something like that.
So after school I had work at 4pm so I went. While I was working I had an anxiety attack it was really scary and weird. At first I didnt know what it was and I told people at work what happen like I described it because it felt so weird and they said it was that and then when my mom picked me up and I told her too and shes said the something. I just sat there and thought about it and why I would have one I thought I was to young to have one but I guess not and I realized alot of stuff. Im just stressed out about school, work and friends. Like I have to work so much harder at school, then at work I have to get all my stuff done and then get home and do more school work. Then friend, I dont know I get this feeling that they dont want me around them or the simple fact they dont have time for me and only need me when they need me idk. You are probably think im over reacting or something but thats how a really feel. Its like no one takes me seriously or care about me. I dont know maybe im going crazy. I kinda feel better about somethings by talking about it now.
So tomorrow I have work at 12-6pm on call to 7pm so that will be cool because I wont have to close. Then after that im supposed hang out with Nikki so that will be fun. Ill try to Find time to post another one or these great things!
Love
Jennipher
P.S I love comments so leave some please!! =)