Im not afraid of standing still im just afraid of being bored.

Sep 25, 2006 11:59

Its not a question of what its a question of why?
What exactly is a box.. well it was a quiz on quizilla..
But its true.. You have your: Preps,Goths,Geeks,Nerds,
Jocks,"Gangstas",Freaks,Losers,Punks,Skaters,etc.
This is supposed to define someone.
I dont see exactly how what someone wears defines them.
Self expression through dress style? Maybe.
Trying to be a part of the crowd? Maybe.
I was always put in the "Goth box".
Everyone is always supposed to stick to thier own box.
I've always broken that cultural rule.
And to some they find it a bad thing.
I can stick out sometimes when im with certain people.
But if im with "Goths" I dont stick out much.
Because thats where societys social ladder has put me.
Why am i the way i am? What moves me to be so damn odd.
Alex told me the other day i have my own box.
Not clothing wise or anything. But who i am.
I suppose he's right about that.
He said alot of stuff. Most of it made sense.
I've never wanted to fit into the normal society
I dont give a flying shit what people think of me
Nor do i care for plastic bullshit.
Yes i love clothes but that does'nt make you who your are.
Who are you really when your stripped of all your posessions?
Id probably cry, But id still be me.
Bare with me through this post, im not trying to go all buddhist on your asses.
I love being outspoken,loud,funny,shy,outgoing,social,bitchy,etc etc.
But after it all.. Im quite content with myself.
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