hello cool madeira kids

[oostargirloo]

this update thinger is primarily to the few madiera girls who i recently found out had ljs (namely smell, alls and lindsaysarahatlas). as you may realize...i have an lj too! i had a convo with alia a lil while ago the jist of which i'll post on here. basically you 3 are some of the only people i actually like and trust at madeira and i really really appreciate your honest and loving friendship. i don't think i'd have survived one day at the madhouse without it. but. the thing is i've had soooo much lj controversey in my life having to do with madeira people that a huge stigma has arisen over the issue. basically people who i thought i could trust misused the personal information i wrote in here and betrayed me and lied about it. and i'm talking multiple madeira people. so my policy at the moment is that my lj is friends only and that i'm not adding anyone from madeira as friends. i just want ya'll to know that it has NOTHING to do with you personally, because as i said you are 3 of the only people i actually do love and trust. but. i just need for my lj to be separate from madeira and for that reason i'm not adding ya'll as friends. feel free to comment on this entry and let me know whether you feel comfortable with me reading your journals or not. i won't be offended either way. anywhoo...i love you all and you rock my socks and hopefully this has been a good explination of why my friends list is the way it is.

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p.s. good luck on exams!
p.p.s. i'm bitter because everyone's in college but meeeee :(