why cant i be...
i was talking to emi today..and man do i wish i had her dedication to school..
she has done all her reading for uncle toms cabin...while im on chapter 12
she has 2 AP classes and is doin pretty well ( a/b ) in both, while i have one and am struggling
she ahs ballet every day after schoola dn still manages to get all her homework completed...and i ahve ...HA! nothing and i dont start till usually 9
i dont know what my problem is..i just wanna do go to make my parents happy..but the "ur gonna be going to moorpark collge..everytime my grades arent stellar is really getting old i just wanna be great and make them happy but can i evern do that..no
i am a pretty good student a b c..not as good as some but...okay....i am in marching band i do ( most of) my homework everynight...i do chores...i do extra chores to help out my parents..and that still isnt enough...nevermind that im no failing any courses...i dont go out and drink..im not doing drugs and never have...im not sexually active..i go to church i volunteer for stuff i REALLY dont wanna do..im clase to finishing my gold award for girl scouts (yes imma girl scout) but no IM GOING TO FUCKIN MOORPARK COLLEGE..i am not going to moorpark college...i will go to a our year school if its csuci, or cal lutheran of fresno state or if by some chance i get into davis..i will be going into school and when i graduate with my degree..after i hug my parent s and thank them for all the money they put into my education..im gonna say, " see the school name at the top of this diploma" ..after they look..."not mmoorpark college is it!
i will go to college and i will become succesful in any field i choose..i dont care what my parents think!
she has done all her reading for uncle toms cabin...while im on chapter 12
she has 2 AP classes and is doin pretty well ( a/b ) in both, while i have one and am struggling
she ahs ballet every day after schoola dn still manages to get all her homework completed...and i ahve ...HA! nothing and i dont start till usually 9
i dont know what my problem is..i just wanna do go to make my parents happy..but the "ur gonna be going to moorpark collge..everytime my grades arent stellar is really getting old i just wanna be great and make them happy but can i evern do that..no
i am a pretty good student a b c..not as good as some but...okay....i am in marching band i do ( most of) my homework everynight...i do chores...i do extra chores to help out my parents..and that still isnt enough...nevermind that im no failing any courses...i dont go out and drink..im not doing drugs and never have...im not sexually active..i go to church i volunteer for stuff i REALLY dont wanna do..im clase to finishing my gold award for girl scouts (yes imma girl scout) but no IM GOING TO FUCKIN MOORPARK COLLEGE..i am not going to moorpark college...i will go to a our year school if its csuci, or cal lutheran of fresno state or if by some chance i get into davis..i will be going into school and when i graduate with my degree..after i hug my parent s and thank them for all the money they put into my education..im gonna say, " see the school name at the top of this diploma" ..after they look..."not mmoorpark college is it!
i will go to college and i will become succesful in any field i choose..i dont care what my parents think!