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ergghhhh....if this jade( i stole brittanys word) is over i want it to be over fuck..dont keep be stringing along..i never asked you to pick me over ANYTHING i was just telling you how i felt. i know its a long ways away but my birthday is a long way away..christmas is a long way away too but if i told you...ur mom wasnt gonna be there on christmas wouldnt u be sad...my birthday is my favorite days of the year and i wanted to share it with one of my favorite people but..ha looks like thats not gonna happen..im just really tired and i never thought i would be the girl who sits by the phone all night and just be waiting for it to ring..thats how im being rite now and it makes me sick..i was talking to my fiancee today( 4 those that do know her name is Dalia ) and i was telin her things about him and this and us and she was saying he sounds a lot like andrew...and thats really unattractive..so u know what if u still wanna be together im down for it but if ur just gonna wait and wait and wait no...i refuse..so...we'll see
thank god im getting out of here tomorrow..maybe i'll be swingin single in pomona