what the hell!
okay so if u read my journal earlier, there was an entry about how my day was so bad...guess what boys and girls i got to delete it..cuz it got worse..we're gonna do a jamal as we write this entry..so he comes online and is like exlpaining why on my fuckin one month anniversary and i get to talk to my boyfriend for .5 seconds...am i kidding myself here...can this really work..like i'm starting to feel like this is all pointless...i dunno...i know how i feel in my heart but like i dunno..i dont want to just punk out when things get hard but...i dunno..i feel like i dunno im so confused tite now...