wow
it's a feeling i can explain..it all happened so fast i dont know what to do...i dunno if i'm ready for this but..if its wrong to love u then...im just gonna have to suffer beein wrong for as long as possible...everyone is like courtney wat r u doin..courtney are u sure...courtney *blah blah blah* and i know this is all a HUGE leap of faith..(speaking of Faith happy birthday girl) and im really puttin my heart out on the line..but i duno i read somewhere i think it was Dalia *my fiancee* who said it but like hearts are made to be broken...so im thinkin to myself why not just go for it ..whats the worst that can happen..i get hurt and i start over again having learned new things that make me a better person..so im in this and it feels right..i know i need him and he needs me and thats all that matters...so yah..this feeling have is so weird..i think cuz i've never felt it..just hearin him gives me butterflies and he makes me feel special and nobodys truly done that in a VERY long time...even tho he's a dork im crazy about that kid...
can somebody get this smile off my face cuz im thinkin bout him and it wont go away!!
So people we're gonna see how saturday goes...it can either be one of the best days of my life...or it can be horrible and i will be not sad but...sad i dunno how to explain the feeling but i know its coming cuz...i can just feel it but i dunno we'll see
on another different note we had a special visitor at OHS today it was rather interesting...it felt like it was sophomore year again....with HP standin next to the student store..funny stuff...
i wanna go to bed so i can think about my boy!....