Aug 18, 2004 17:46
If any of u kids talk to Stephan Wiggins...former OHS basketball player...former OHS tracker (if thats a word)..current VC student lol.music appreciation student ..lol crazy man with a knife...guy im not scared of anymore...lol crazy man with a knife..i need to talk to him....ASAP!! NO KIDDING...WITHOUT A DOUBT...ITS AN EMERGENCY!!!
i need to borrow his knife cuz imma slash brittany's tires..becasue i refuse to let her leave ...i wont stand for it..she can stay her butt rite here in oxnard..i cant believe its so close...like i knew ..hell all the way back when the fax machine wasnt workin on the last day to send in ur dorm papers but..i didnt believe it. It was one of those things that u fully know but kinda put in the back of ur mind so u dont ahve to deal with it...well its moved to the fore-front of my mind with a vengance...
its crazy how you can become so close to someone in so little time...its only been like...since the deb ball [ which was like i dunno february/march ]that ive known brittany and ...eek i love her so much...shes gotten me to do so much that like...i dunno..for example..she helped not trip over stuff thats really not a big deal...be enthusiastic about deb ball...haha not be scared of the crazy man...and thru my "big sister" i ahve met so many great people and had so many fun times...lol lunch at chilli's with britt and marsha..."WHAT UR 15? i gotta go.." lol... all of our LATE LATE night phone conversations...
i am going to miss my sister so much...i can already hear brittanys " shut ur mouth" or "ur such a lernto" but imma say this anyway i know we'll still ahve the phone but like im so scared she's gonna be so involved in her college life that im juss gonna be a nuisance..i dunno i juss dont wanna lose my sister and one of my best friends in the whole wide world....
im supposed to see her for the last time on thursday and im really excited but im gonna be trying so hard not to cry cuz i know if i cry she'll juss yell at me...lol the abuse i take....
haha i even wrote a song lol NOt its aaliyah miss u i juss changed the words
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said I’ve been needin’ you, (said needin' you,wantin you)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and if i'll get a call from u
are u still my sis, I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
Off to college, yes you ran away
Straight from high school you up and left me
We were close friends, also sisters
Did everything for one another
Now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
*chorus*
Now I’m sittin’ here thinkin’ ‘bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy, I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care
I don't wanna let you know that it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate, baby
*chorus*
wasnt that beautiful...lol...to my big sister
i love ya so much and im going to miss you so much...have a good time...make it real..make it fun...make it real fun ..but not too much fun lol...dont come back with no AIDS now..lmao...ur goin to the AIDS capital of the world..."uhh what about africa"..and remember...save a spot for me to stay lol i'll come up and we can go to a baseball game...lol
An older sister is a friend and defender - a listener, conspirator, a counsellor and a sharer of delights. And sorrows too.
Brittany LeeAnn King Iverson (haha u knoe the other last name but...yah) lol...u are all of those things to me and i love and will miss u so much