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Yo. Today, I just..I don't know. I..can't even get the words out. It's like..ugh. I'm through with all this shit. I had like, a mental attack today. Everywhere I turned, somethin' went wrong. This whole week has been fucked up for me. So, I thought my summer would be fucked up, then it wasn't, and now, it seriously is. Why, today? Why, this week? I mean, seriously...
So, I had my piggertails in today<3. I thought they were cute. Then, I donno, I just took 'em out, and then just let my hair down. Then Jay brushed my hair, took all the curls out, and made it poofy. I was so pissed. She was doin' my hair in the privilion. Jay'ana, I'm sorry, you can't do hair. lol. Anyways, so, she fucked it up. And, Jourdan and CJ and these other 4-5 dudes came in. I didin't want anybody else to see how fucked up I looked, so I went in the bathroom, so I could fix it, my damn self. CJ called me Frankenstein, haha. So, then I come back out, and my brush was gone. And, I know Jourdan took it. So, me, Kaitlyn, and Jay were like, telling him to give it back, and I needed that brush. And then, suddenly, I just...lost it. I screamed, and I cried.
So, you're probably thinking, 'just because they hid your brush?'. Uh, no. Why did I cry? Well for starters, I was keeping everything that was bothering me, inside. I didn't want anybody to know I was sad, angry, whatever. And, so, I couldn't do it anymore. I let lose. And, eventually they gave back my brush, by the way. Ha.
And two, somebody stole my cd player (I haven't told my dad or mom, yet. I'm not gonna till they ask me, haha). And then, I was thinkin' about this whole justin situation, so I just "fell apart".
And that's the end of that. I still feel like shit.
And, this morning, that girl cheezy (the one who got knocked out by Pat'Rena) threw a fuckin' tennis ball at the back of my head. And laughed! I have no fuckin' clue why I didn't do anything about it. I should've hit her. And, then she tried to be nice to me the rest of the day. What if, I was like bleeding or something? Or, like..unconcious. Would she be laughing, then? I wish I would've been unconcious. Then, I wouldn't have to think about all the shit that's goin' on.
Damn, who would've known all this bad shit could happen to me, in the fuckin' summer? I mean, the school year, I can see. But, summer? Na, homie.
And, Derek was bein' a jackass, today. He's so mean. Ughh.
So. On the good side, I signed people's t-shirts, and got mine signed. Uhh...
So, that's pretty much it. Why should I keep dragging on about my shitty day?
Ugh. I need someone to talk to. Somebody to ease my stress. And there's nobody. Nobody .
:'(
bye.
So, I had my piggertails in today<3. I thought they were cute. Then, I donno, I just took 'em out, and then just let my hair down. Then Jay brushed my hair, took all the curls out, and made it poofy. I was so pissed. She was doin' my hair in the privilion. Jay'ana, I'm sorry, you can't do hair. lol. Anyways, so, she fucked it up. And, Jourdan and CJ and these other 4-5 dudes came in. I didin't want anybody else to see how fucked up I looked, so I went in the bathroom, so I could fix it, my damn self. CJ called me Frankenstein, haha. So, then I come back out, and my brush was gone. And, I know Jourdan took it. So, me, Kaitlyn, and Jay were like, telling him to give it back, and I needed that brush. And then, suddenly, I just...lost it. I screamed, and I cried.
So, you're probably thinking, 'just because they hid your brush?'. Uh, no. Why did I cry? Well for starters, I was keeping everything that was bothering me, inside. I didn't want anybody to know I was sad, angry, whatever. And, so, I couldn't do it anymore. I let lose. And, eventually they gave back my brush, by the way. Ha.
And two, somebody stole my cd player (I haven't told my dad or mom, yet. I'm not gonna till they ask me, haha). And then, I was thinkin' about this whole justin situation, so I just "fell apart".
And that's the end of that. I still feel like shit.
And, this morning, that girl cheezy (the one who got knocked out by Pat'Rena) threw a fuckin' tennis ball at the back of my head. And laughed! I have no fuckin' clue why I didn't do anything about it. I should've hit her. And, then she tried to be nice to me the rest of the day. What if, I was like bleeding or something? Or, like..unconcious. Would she be laughing, then? I wish I would've been unconcious. Then, I wouldn't have to think about all the shit that's goin' on.
Damn, who would've known all this bad shit could happen to me, in the fuckin' summer? I mean, the school year, I can see. But, summer? Na, homie.
And, Derek was bein' a jackass, today. He's so mean. Ughh.
So. On the good side, I signed people's t-shirts, and got mine signed. Uhh...
So, that's pretty much it. Why should I keep dragging on about my shitty day?
Ugh. I need someone to talk to. Somebody to ease my stress. And there's nobody. Nobody .
:'(
bye.