Merry Freaking Chirstmas :(

Dec 25, 2005 00:54

What a Christmas... it's 4 a.m. and it's already going down hill. Right now I'm talking to Adam and yeah I'm just upset about some stuff.

xxxLUCKY85xxx: i need to get away
ILMM1221: I know it's none of my business but if you ever want to talk
ILMM1221: lol you can go on a vacation to my house
ILMM1221: lol
xxxLUCKY85xxx: lol
xxxLUCKY85xxx: i might be leaving
xxxLUCKY85xxx: to flordia
xxxLUCKY85xxx: change in life get away from all this
ILMM1221: :-(
ILMM1221: you're leaving me.
xxxLUCKY85xxx: i dont want to

i knew it was too good to be true... He's trying to cheer me up and it SOOOO not working. This freaking sucks. I feel like I want to cry but then I think we weren't even anything, maybe that's what I'm so upset about. I don't know it just sucks... I just hung out with him yesterday, and he said things have been going bad in his life and he's been REALLY sick and IDK. AHHHHHH I just want to scream.

So I'm still talking to him still and he's drinking like it's going out of style and I'm worried about him. I want to go over to check on him but he won't let me. I was gonna just go over but I'm afraid of what he might say. Now he's getting into the "do you like me like me" questions and all that stuff. This is going to be a long night
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