"I will love you always, and forever...."
so how 'bout this weather, eh? It's getting really freakin' OLD. Ugh.
NOT TO MENTION that when I worked EVERY day this weekend + Friday night, the A.C. at Limited (and pretty much that whole half of the mall) wasn't working.
dkjghcdugh. bastards.
luckily though, my wonderful boyfriend surprised me on Friday night with an A.C. for the apartamento, so yeah. Wonderfulness.
Went to dinner at Olive Garden w/ Andy on Saturday night. I'll admit it, we looked cute. lol. Watched "In Good Company" at his house. It was... eh, all right.
so work at Limited is really pissing me off. Well, to be more exact, the people. Same at NYSIF too. Essentially this girl I was friends with, who worked in the mail room and is dating my boss' son, got "promoted" (dude, she's out of the mail room, that's why I call it that) and I'm stuck doing the same God damn thing I've been doing for the past 4 years, while I get to watch her being trained to do things that they've been promising they'd teach ME. It just sucks that, even though my supervisor denied it 'til she was blue in the face, they obviously don't think I'm capable of doing anything else. eruithgeicnyg I'm pissed. Still. Haven't spoken to my "friend" in over 2 weeks... although the week before that news was sprung on us, she was being majorly bitchy, so I just gave her room. *sigh* Whatever. I just need to mind my own business, and get over myself. I'm still getting paid, and that's the most important thing. Right? Right. Although another reason I was pissed, is because I can't, and refuse to, work with my friends. As some of my past ones know, I can't even live near them. Lord why do I suck so badly at life?
hah.
so it's time to go heat up my dinner. Ah, pizza rolls. yum.
Before I go, I'll leave you with this...
::: firsts :::
First real kiss: 7th grade?
First break-up: summer before senior year. It was my idea, and a mutual decision.
First self purchased album: don't even remember. Probably backstreet boys, ugh.
First funeral: My great aunt Helen when I was like 5.
First pets: a kitty named Katie. lol
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when I was 7, then 2nd holes when I was 12, got 3rd holes when I was 16 but I took those out (they weren't healingproperly) and my belly-button when I was 19.
First credit card: "1st Financial Bank USA" It's geared towards students, so it didn't give me a ridiculously high balance, which is both good and bad.
First true love: hmmmm <3
First enemy: don't know?
First big trip: probably when I moved to NY from P.R. when I was little
First music you remember hearing in your house: "old school rock and roll" Rollings Stones, so on and so forth. Elvis Presley, Bob Marley, and Latin stuff. *shrug* whatev dude =]
::: lasts :::
Last time I drove in a car: today
Last kiss: last night
Last good cry: couple of weeks ago?
Last library book checked out: few years ago.
Last beverage drank: my Target version of "Crystal light on the go" or whatever it's called. yum.
Last food consumed: easy mac. word.
Last crush: andy
Last phone call: andy
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: black wedge sandals
Last item bought: one plain and one embellished, white tank tops from Express, and a bracelet. And a new, different self-tanner (can't find any of the stuff that is amazing though... crap.)
Last annoyance: too many. the people at both of my jobs... myself...
Last time wanting to die: hmmm...
Last time scolded: last Tuesday. bullshit.
::: relationships :::
who are your best friends? other than Andy.... nobody, really. I have a general dislike for most people (they get on my nerves, etc. etc.) and I've managed to single-handedly destroy what tentative friendships I've begun. *shrug* oh-well.
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
how do your relationships usually end? hmmm. Usually my idea.
what qualities do you find attractive in the opposite sex? nice eyes, gorgeous smile, I prefer'em tall and skinny. lol. Green eyes and dark hair would be my 1st choice... but green-ish blue is ok too ;o)~ nice teeth. good skin. Great sense of humor. Down to earth. Caring... and patient (to put up with me! lol)
which charactersitics are unattractive in the opposite sex? bad breath, hairy, short, rude, uncaring...
who have you dated the longest? andy
:::Randoms:::
where is your favorite place to shop? abercrombie & fitch.... JUST KIDDING! I think I'd shoot myself before shopping there for myself (there, and hollister. *shudder* I can never get rid of the sensation that complete and total preppiness is crawling all over my skin. *shudder again* Not to mention A & F always reeks of their nastymen's cologne.) hmmm... Limited (duh) Express, Ann Taylor, Nine West.. Macy's, Guess...
any tattoos or piercings? ears, belly button.. and I'm too much of a pansy/indecisive to get a tattoo
what color is most of your wardrobe? eh... black. And white/khaki/brown/red/green... pink. Some blues. One orange. But mostly black and white *yawn*
what designer labels do you wear? hah, you're kidding right? I am entirely too cheap to waste my money, thankyouverymuch. Although if I had access to a good "outlet"... lol.
What kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene Pro-V Brunette Expressions, Redken Color Extend.
what are you most scared of? oh geez. I'm pretty much a big, fat pansy. Heights, bridges (technically that goes along with heights) scary movies...death? To name a few.
what are you listening to right now? my A.C.
where do you want to get married? not in a church (my family would kill me! I don't know, it's just not that important to me to get married in a place I can't stand being in anyway!) someplace far away. Like Ireland would be cool. ok, and I'll be cliche and say a beach somewhere. I don't know. It doesn't have to be some ostentatious affair. I just want it to be beautiful... and romantic. lol.
how many buddies are online right now? that I actually talk to... like 6. But they're all away.
what would you change about yourself? my: bad eyes, temper, ability to go into rages/really dark bouts of depression, lack of motivation, dislike of school, ridiculously easy bouts of unreasonable jealousy and immaturity (in some instances)... I'm just a pretty miserable individual. lol.
::: favorites :::
color: red
food: mexican, italian... frozen... lol
boys' names: Conor, Aidan, Thomas
girls' names: Gabriella/Gabrielle, Lauren, Lillian (Lily) Elizabeth, Grace... Maura. Girl's have wayyyy better names than guys do.
subjects in school: spanish, history
animals: I don't like animals. But... kittens. And pandas. And dolphins and monkeys. Dogs are ok, just too "needy" Sheez. And I hate when people treat their pets like actual members of the family. It's an animal people, not a human.
sports: hahahahahahahahahaha. right. I like going to baseball games, although I still have no clue as to what's going on.
perfume: Escada Magnetism, Lucky for Her, Gucci Eau de Parfum II, Lacoste, Jil Sander Pure...
cologne: Lacoste pour homme, Curve, and... stuff
day of the week: saturday
dessert: ice-cream and such. cheesecake, popsicles,
smell: roses, baby bath soap (don't ask) Andy (usually) and for right now, "Frozen Daiquiri" from B & BW.
tv show(s): Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Boston Legal, the Fresh Prince, Full House... a lot. Reality T.V. is really getting on my nerves though.
movie(s): entirely too many to name.
book(s): To Kill a Mockingbird... The Chronicles of Narnia & Harry Potter series...
::: have you ever :::
ever given anyone a bath? um... my sisters and some cousins when they were little...
smoked? gross. Disgusting habit.
bungee jumped? do I look that foolish to you?
made yourself throw up? no
skinny dipped? umm.... ;o)
been in love? yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? probably. Doesn't usually work though, damnit.
pictured your crush naked? sure?
actually seen your crush or ex naked? hah, ok.
cried when someone died? yes
lied? yes
fallen for your best friend? nope
been rejected? pffft. story of my life! lol
rejected someone? kinda?
used someone? no?
done something you regret? *squirms* I'd rather not get into that...
::: current :::
clothes: black pants, white Express pull-over button down with teeny tiny super skinny stripes in various shades of purple and one silver.
smell: my hair spray, mousse, shampoo & conditioner.
favorite artist: too many to name
desktop picture: nothing. it stopped showing up. damn computers
cd in player: n/a
dvd in player: n/a
::: last person :::
you touched: hmmm... I don't think I even got closer than 3 feet to someone today. So it'd probably be Andy, and last night
you hugged: andy
you imed: andy? I generally don't talk to anybody online.
you kissed: andy
you yelled at: lol, probably andy
you dreamt about: I don't usually dream. but I had a really random one last night that I can't remember
you visited: hah. I don't go anywhere, ever.
::: are you :::
understanding: sometimes
open-minded: sometimes
arrogant: sometimes, perhaps?
moody: all the time (just ask Andy!)
hardworking: I work A LOT, but I don't know if I'm hard-working. It depends.
organized: I'm a compulsive neat-freak... on the inside. But I'm usually too damn tired and lazy to do anything about it.
healthy: not especially. Although I rarely ever get sick.
attractive: not overly, no.
bored easily: eh... sometimes.
responsible: pffft, it's my middle freakin' name.
driven: every day. When I stopped driving my aunt's X-5 it got old real quick. hah
obsessed: welll... I spend entirely too much money on shit I don't need. Shopping is a bad habit of mine.
angry: too often. I think I'm just an angry person. I have quite a bit of rage, yes.
sad: i have more than my fair share of moments
disappointed: yes, with certain situations at both jobs.
happy: I should be, since there is really nothing wrong with my life.
hyper: hah. no..
trusting: yes and no.
talkative: sometimes
::: who do you wanna :::
kill: hmmm. Good question. Nobody, really. There are just a few people I'd like to throttle. Or smack the crap out of.
look like: Lindsay Lohan's pre-starvation body (minus her overabundance of freckles. ick) Katie Holmes has a lovely face, Angelina Jolie.... I don't know.
talk to offline: who really cares?
NOT TO MENTION that when I worked EVERY day this weekend + Friday night, the A.C. at Limited (and pretty much that whole half of the mall) wasn't working.
dkjghcdugh. bastards.
luckily though, my wonderful boyfriend surprised me on Friday night with an A.C. for the apartamento, so yeah. Wonderfulness.
Went to dinner at Olive Garden w/ Andy on Saturday night. I'll admit it, we looked cute. lol. Watched "In Good Company" at his house. It was... eh, all right.
so work at Limited is really pissing me off. Well, to be more exact, the people. Same at NYSIF too. Essentially this girl I was friends with, who worked in the mail room and is dating my boss' son, got "promoted" (dude, she's out of the mail room, that's why I call it that) and I'm stuck doing the same God damn thing I've been doing for the past 4 years, while I get to watch her being trained to do things that they've been promising they'd teach ME. It just sucks that, even though my supervisor denied it 'til she was blue in the face, they obviously don't think I'm capable of doing anything else. eruithgeicnyg I'm pissed. Still. Haven't spoken to my "friend" in over 2 weeks... although the week before that news was sprung on us, she was being majorly bitchy, so I just gave her room. *sigh* Whatever. I just need to mind my own business, and get over myself. I'm still getting paid, and that's the most important thing. Right? Right. Although another reason I was pissed, is because I can't, and refuse to, work with my friends. As some of my past ones know, I can't even live near them. Lord why do I suck so badly at life?
hah.
so it's time to go heat up my dinner. Ah, pizza rolls. yum.
Before I go, I'll leave you with this...
::: firsts :::
First real kiss: 7th grade?
First break-up: summer before senior year. It was my idea, and a mutual decision.
First self purchased album: don't even remember. Probably backstreet boys, ugh.
First funeral: My great aunt Helen when I was like 5.
First pets: a kitty named Katie. lol
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when I was 7, then 2nd holes when I was 12, got 3rd holes when I was 16 but I took those out (they weren't healingproperly) and my belly-button when I was 19.
First credit card: "1st Financial Bank USA" It's geared towards students, so it didn't give me a ridiculously high balance, which is both good and bad.
First true love: hmmmm <3
First enemy: don't know?
First big trip: probably when I moved to NY from P.R. when I was little
First music you remember hearing in your house: "old school rock and roll" Rollings Stones, so on and so forth. Elvis Presley, Bob Marley, and Latin stuff. *shrug* whatev dude =]
::: lasts :::
Last time I drove in a car: today
Last kiss: last night
Last good cry: couple of weeks ago?
Last library book checked out: few years ago.
Last beverage drank: my Target version of "Crystal light on the go" or whatever it's called. yum.
Last food consumed: easy mac. word.
Last crush: andy
Last phone call: andy
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: black wedge sandals
Last item bought: one plain and one embellished, white tank tops from Express, and a bracelet. And a new, different self-tanner (can't find any of the stuff that is amazing though... crap.)
Last annoyance: too many. the people at both of my jobs... myself...
Last time wanting to die: hmmm...
Last time scolded: last Tuesday. bullshit.
::: relationships :::
who are your best friends? other than Andy.... nobody, really. I have a general dislike for most people (they get on my nerves, etc. etc.) and I've managed to single-handedly destroy what tentative friendships I've begun. *shrug* oh-well.
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
how do your relationships usually end? hmmm. Usually my idea.
what qualities do you find attractive in the opposite sex? nice eyes, gorgeous smile, I prefer'em tall and skinny. lol. Green eyes and dark hair would be my 1st choice... but green-ish blue is ok too ;o)~ nice teeth. good skin. Great sense of humor. Down to earth. Caring... and patient (to put up with me! lol)
which charactersitics are unattractive in the opposite sex? bad breath, hairy, short, rude, uncaring...
who have you dated the longest? andy
:::Randoms:::
where is your favorite place to shop? abercrombie & fitch.... JUST KIDDING! I think I'd shoot myself before shopping there for myself (there, and hollister. *shudder* I can never get rid of the sensation that complete and total preppiness is crawling all over my skin. *shudder again* Not to mention A & F always reeks of their nastymen's cologne.) hmmm... Limited (duh) Express, Ann Taylor, Nine West.. Macy's, Guess...
any tattoos or piercings? ears, belly button.. and I'm too much of a pansy/indecisive to get a tattoo
what color is most of your wardrobe? eh... black. And white/khaki/brown/red/green... pink. Some blues. One orange. But mostly black and white *yawn*
what designer labels do you wear? hah, you're kidding right? I am entirely too cheap to waste my money, thankyouverymuch. Although if I had access to a good "outlet"... lol.
What kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene Pro-V Brunette Expressions, Redken Color Extend.
what are you most scared of? oh geez. I'm pretty much a big, fat pansy. Heights, bridges (technically that goes along with heights) scary movies...death? To name a few.
what are you listening to right now? my A.C.
where do you want to get married? not in a church (my family would kill me! I don't know, it's just not that important to me to get married in a place I can't stand being in anyway!) someplace far away. Like Ireland would be cool. ok, and I'll be cliche and say a beach somewhere. I don't know. It doesn't have to be some ostentatious affair. I just want it to be beautiful... and romantic. lol.
how many buddies are online right now? that I actually talk to... like 6. But they're all away.
what would you change about yourself? my: bad eyes, temper, ability to go into rages/really dark bouts of depression, lack of motivation, dislike of school, ridiculously easy bouts of unreasonable jealousy and immaturity (in some instances)... I'm just a pretty miserable individual. lol.
::: favorites :::
color: red
food: mexican, italian... frozen... lol
boys' names: Conor, Aidan, Thomas
girls' names: Gabriella/Gabrielle, Lauren, Lillian (Lily) Elizabeth, Grace... Maura. Girl's have wayyyy better names than guys do.
subjects in school: spanish, history
animals: I don't like animals. But... kittens. And pandas. And dolphins and monkeys. Dogs are ok, just too "needy" Sheez. And I hate when people treat their pets like actual members of the family. It's an animal people, not a human.
sports: hahahahahahahahahaha. right. I like going to baseball games, although I still have no clue as to what's going on.
perfume: Escada Magnetism, Lucky for Her, Gucci Eau de Parfum II, Lacoste, Jil Sander Pure...
cologne: Lacoste pour homme, Curve, and... stuff
day of the week: saturday
dessert: ice-cream and such. cheesecake, popsicles,
smell: roses, baby bath soap (don't ask) Andy (usually) and for right now, "Frozen Daiquiri" from B & BW.
tv show(s): Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Boston Legal, the Fresh Prince, Full House... a lot. Reality T.V. is really getting on my nerves though.
movie(s): entirely too many to name.
book(s): To Kill a Mockingbird... The Chronicles of Narnia & Harry Potter series...
::: have you ever :::
ever given anyone a bath? um... my sisters and some cousins when they were little...
smoked? gross. Disgusting habit.
bungee jumped? do I look that foolish to you?
made yourself throw up? no
skinny dipped? umm.... ;o)
been in love? yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? probably. Doesn't usually work though, damnit.
pictured your crush naked? sure?
actually seen your crush or ex naked? hah, ok.
cried when someone died? yes
lied? yes
fallen for your best friend? nope
been rejected? pffft. story of my life! lol
rejected someone? kinda?
used someone? no?
done something you regret? *squirms* I'd rather not get into that...
::: current :::
clothes: black pants, white Express pull-over button down with teeny tiny super skinny stripes in various shades of purple and one silver.
smell: my hair spray, mousse, shampoo & conditioner.
favorite artist: too many to name
desktop picture: nothing. it stopped showing up. damn computers
cd in player: n/a
dvd in player: n/a
::: last person :::
you touched: hmmm... I don't think I even got closer than 3 feet to someone today. So it'd probably be Andy, and last night
you hugged: andy
you imed: andy? I generally don't talk to anybody online.
you kissed: andy
you yelled at: lol, probably andy
you dreamt about: I don't usually dream. but I had a really random one last night that I can't remember
you visited: hah. I don't go anywhere, ever.
::: are you :::
understanding: sometimes
open-minded: sometimes
arrogant: sometimes, perhaps?
moody: all the time (just ask Andy!)
hardworking: I work A LOT, but I don't know if I'm hard-working. It depends.
organized: I'm a compulsive neat-freak... on the inside. But I'm usually too damn tired and lazy to do anything about it.
healthy: not especially. Although I rarely ever get sick.
attractive: not overly, no.
bored easily: eh... sometimes.
responsible: pffft, it's my middle freakin' name.
driven: every day. When I stopped driving my aunt's X-5 it got old real quick. hah
obsessed: welll... I spend entirely too much money on shit I don't need. Shopping is a bad habit of mine.
angry: too often. I think I'm just an angry person. I have quite a bit of rage, yes.
sad: i have more than my fair share of moments
disappointed: yes, with certain situations at both jobs.
happy: I should be, since there is really nothing wrong with my life.
hyper: hah. no..
trusting: yes and no.
talkative: sometimes
::: who do you wanna :::
kill: hmmm. Good question. Nobody, really. There are just a few people I'd like to throttle. Or smack the crap out of.
look like: Lindsay Lohan's pre-starvation body (minus her overabundance of freckles. ick) Katie Holmes has a lovely face, Angelina Jolie.... I don't know.
talk to offline: who really cares?