well this is kinda ridiculous.

[oopsmistake]

so now i'm doing this thing where i go to sleep for a couple hours and then wake up again and can't go back to sleep. so yeah, this sucks.
and jay, i promise promise promise you didn't wake me up. so don't feel bad, although i know you're never ever going to call me again after 1 haha. but yeah, you really didn't. i miss you a lot, and it's frustrating knowing that if you were here i'd fall asleep the second you got in bed with me and put your arms around me. gosh i wish you were here to do that

"Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy"//

<3<3brighteyes.
so i wonder what's wrong with me