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Well, I have to say it's been a while.
I'm enjoying these last few days of Christmas break,
wishing Big Rapids didn't exist.
I've been considering a lot lately.
I think this summer I will be coming home.
To be honest, I'm not sure I would be able to remain sane if I stayed in BR another summer.
Mitch and I talked a little,
and if this ends up being the case he'll most likely intern somewhere in Kalamazoo.
He'd be closer that way.
If I come home though, I am going to be extremely annoyed with my dad.
I most likely won't take the classes I am supposed to either,
I'd almost rather just be another semester later in school.
I haven't a clue where I'd work.
My Marco's days are over.
I guess it's just a thought for now- something I must keep considering.
Caleb asked me the other day if I was going to be a dentist after I was done with school.
It's made me think tremendously.
I don't know what I want to be.
I'm really scared I won't be able to get into grad. school anywhere,
and even if I can-
is that what I really want?
Sure, I'd love the $250,000 a year...
I keep coming back to owning a pizza place though.
What if I could come up with something that was just amazing?
Something that would appear on Food Network someday.
That's what I want.
Hopefully when I get back to school we find someplace to live for next year.
That's most likely how I'll have to spend my refund check,
as a security deposit.
I'm nervous about having the money for rent though.
I know there'll be a way though.
I also need tp start working out again.
Over break I threw everything that I had done out the freaking window.
I didn't do a damn thing.
Ahh!
And our first lacrosse game is on February 10th,
or something insanely early like that.
Alright, I have so much more to say,
but really it's all boring.
Plus, I'm tired.
I'm enjoying these last few days of Christmas break,
wishing Big Rapids didn't exist.
I've been considering a lot lately.
I think this summer I will be coming home.
To be honest, I'm not sure I would be able to remain sane if I stayed in BR another summer.
Mitch and I talked a little,
and if this ends up being the case he'll most likely intern somewhere in Kalamazoo.
He'd be closer that way.
If I come home though, I am going to be extremely annoyed with my dad.
I most likely won't take the classes I am supposed to either,
I'd almost rather just be another semester later in school.
I haven't a clue where I'd work.
My Marco's days are over.
I guess it's just a thought for now- something I must keep considering.
Caleb asked me the other day if I was going to be a dentist after I was done with school.
It's made me think tremendously.
I don't know what I want to be.
I'm really scared I won't be able to get into grad. school anywhere,
and even if I can-
is that what I really want?
Sure, I'd love the $250,000 a year...
I keep coming back to owning a pizza place though.
What if I could come up with something that was just amazing?
Something that would appear on Food Network someday.
That's what I want.
Hopefully when I get back to school we find someplace to live for next year.
That's most likely how I'll have to spend my refund check,
as a security deposit.
I'm nervous about having the money for rent though.
I know there'll be a way though.
I also need tp start working out again.
Over break I threw everything that I had done out the freaking window.
I didn't do a damn thing.
Ahh!
And our first lacrosse game is on February 10th,
or something insanely early like that.
Alright, I have so much more to say,
but really it's all boring.
Plus, I'm tired.