life goes on

[oopsjen]

My plans have changed for this weekend.
My mom asked me to come home,
because I guess my grandma isn't doing very well.
She won't lay down at night,
and she doesn't want to go to sleep.
She's afraid of dying.
Lord, that things that happen to us as we get old.
It scares me, actually.

Once again, my professor wasn't here for my tech. writing class.
It wouldn't seem like as much of a big deal,
except that I wanted to skip so badly this morning-
but no, I still dragged myself to class.

I started making Mitchell's birthday cake during my lunch break.
I can't wait to frost it.
It's one of the double layer, round cakes.
Confetti. MMMMM!!!
And confetti frosting too, but it's pink. LOL!
That's what he gets for having me make him a b-day cake.

I'm still super tired,
and completely falling behind.
Last night I didn't do ANYTHING constructive,
and it was absolutely amazing.
I didn't want to stress myself out more than I needed to.
I actually feel a lot better, though.
And I finally got a LONG good nights sleep.

I complain a lot-
but life really is good.
I just wish sometimes everything was perfect.

I am still falling...