Jul 19, 2005 17:31
hey....... guess who?
yep, its me, i have practically fallen off the face of the earth and boy does it feel like i have been trying to pull up from the edge, its rough..
New job....... cracker barrel, easy 500 or more a week
i live at home again, me and michael take care of everything when it comes to bills, etc..... its getting so stressful, my dad got out of the hospital, he is so bad off, and i have to help him, take care of him, he cant walk, eat, talk, do anything, its really hard to balance my life out at the moment, my mom is becoming the biggest drunk/whore i know, and its just hard and i hope i can come out on top,
so is this it, i have a good job, i found my soulmate that i want to spend the rest of my life with, i am never gonna have that break from working and paying bills, i guess im not a kid anymore,