It's Times Like These You Learn To Love Again
so many emotions... don't know what to do about any of them. argh.
so last night was cool i suppose. it made kelly happy, haha, but a lot of people that i either didn't like or weren't invited came. lol but i met new people that were actually cool :) like josh and nick! woot. haha. my house was such a mess though, and some people were assholes, hardcore. but i had fun and hopefully other people did too, even though i got in trouble cause people stayed waaaayy to late haha. but it's cool whatever, then kelly and christine helped me clean (thank goodness) and they slept over. haha well we all went into our seperate rooms haha then we came together again and slept. hehe. i love theemmm.
so yea, now my grandma is comming down, which should be cute, i guess. i am not really in the mood though i dont know. i always do stupid shit i feel like. like, i can't figure it out. you told me something on thursday, and now i want that too, but you changed your mind i think again, i didn't realize that that happening would bother you that much... like... i dont know, you did the same thing basically. i feel like it is all about your convience, but now... its like... ok, maybe you are sincere, and i feel the same way... blag. i dont know, just call me when your done running.
♥