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i only eat when im stoned

i binge

i always take a shit two hours after i wake

i feel unhealthy til my morning marlboro

i do not want to have children for a loooooong time

i will appreciate their innocence more when mine is thoroughly destroyed

i smell like patchouli powder and cigarettes

ive been rubbing myself up on hippies

i dont have a day off for a long time

i dont mind today

i stare too intensely

im trying to lure out the insides

i apologize

i am unable to focus on the important things

im distracted blowing smoke rings

ive gotten bored with the physicality

i couldve called it

i am in love very often with a man and sometimes with a god

i have crushes on everyone else

i do not discriminate the flow of affection

i offer no inspiration

im a sad excuse

im hurt

ill manage

i will reserve my tongue but i will not edit my words

ill just make you work for them

im generally uninterested

i want to provoke new reaction

i am not afraid, ever

i want to kill her or at least punch her in her fat frumpy face

ill write a song instead

i treat everyone with equal parts scowl and smile

im gonna take a break for awhile

im gonna allow myself to get comfortable

and im not worrying about what it means for later on