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Jan 15, 2006 20:21

just a name, just a title. Just an egotist.

i hate politics and i think I've found a complete love of the West Wing. hmmm.

i'm stressed. my computer crashed.
why do we get so attached to technological things and trust them so, because they're error percentage is little, but when something does go wrong, damn does it suck.

I can;t make any freakin sense of the ICJ crap. i just read about 50 pages of international treaties, my head is spinning out of control and with that language it's near impossible to find anything relative. I would compare it to finding a needle in a haystack. Maybe my opponents are having similar difficulties. damn that;s a shitty thing to say. lalalala.

i wrote about half of my personal narrative. i though it was pretty good writing, but i was in my mood, so maybe it was all crap and i only though it was good because i understood it. i did make a great metaphor about trees.

honestly I'm just procrastinating and i;ve been in kinda of a OCD mood all day where my mind is going at a mile per minute dealy and i can't stop creating sentences. I like to call it my smart mood. i say things that sound mildy intelligent and create theories and have the ability to have a fiesty intellectual battle of wits. Funny how this mood is aquired by staying at home all day and writing papers and watching America's Next Top Model, followed by the WEst Wing while reading some international convenant on the rights of the accused or some shit. is this the life of a homeschooler, maybe that;s why people believe that homeschooling is the way to go, because the mind sits in one place, unable to be distracted and look at words all day my themselves until they go crazy. maybe craziness is mistaken for a deep understanding of intellect. if you sit in isolation long enough do you get smarter because you have a better understanding of yourself and the outside world or do you go crazy because you no longer understand the perception of the outside world, completely disconnected emotionally and psychologically.
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