Mar 14, 2003 01:15
i have the WORST headache. the brightness of the white on my computer screen is fucking mocking my pain. kill my eyes, kill my head. this is the most pain from a headache ive EVER experienced.
so uh, yah. tonight i went to toms, and katy called him. TOO funny. so he called her back and nonchalantly informed her that i was over, and she went completly silent. then we both tried to lighten the situation by her asking through tom about julie. nice attempt. but yah we both knew she was pissed. whatever fuck it seriously i have NO feelings for that kid anymore. hes just a good friend to me. she can have him. shit. but yah he fucking kissed me tonight. what the hell is THAT? he flat out states that he doesnt like anyone, then 10 min later kisses me. wahtever too bad it didnt mean shit, and i went to Emily's "thirsty thursday" annual party with chris from track. hes so fucking hot. HE kissed me, and that actually meant a little more than toms "hey im really bored and i wanna get laid" kiss. haha god i hate my life. but yah chris has some potential. so uh, i think im really going to die from this headache.
yah and i went tanning today, and the girl working somehow knew my name and shit which freaks me out because i swear ive never seen her before in my entire life. but HEY thats cool. thats been happening alot lately. i'll see people i know EVERYWHERE i go, but i'll never actaully remember HOW i know them. damn short term memory. oh but molly, in my drunken state, i realized who that guy was that said hi to me when we were... fuck where were we? but you remember because i made a HUGE profuction over remembering who he was, well yah he was a driver at nonnies. fuck that place. GAH headache alright im going to bed. and i prob. wont wake up for school so call me tomorrow, ok? maybe we can try to bring julie some cac again and have the hearless bitches of DGS kick us out again. STELLAR
much love