Aug 29, 2006 22:21
i don't get where my life is going. it's going by so fast and i don't know how to slow it down. it's like i'm always looking fwd. to something, and i guess that's why everything goes by so fast. it's like i can remember when i was looking fwd. to going home for a weekend when i was away, and then before i knew it, i was home for good. i swear i really don't get it. but whatever, i actually don't even really like talking about this, because it makes me sad. so i'm moving on to a completley different subject.
Everytime i go into a super market, i feel like i've entered a different place. i feel like everything slows down, and i'm so confused. not only do i not have concept of time, but when im in a super market everything seems so surreal it's soo weird. everyone in the market seems so fucking dazed. it's just the food emporium, not in scotts corners, the ppl there seem real. but in the food emporium its not real. idk if it's the lighting that confuses me, or maybe its the makret music. but i swear i feel so S L O W when i go in there, it freaks me out, if i had to go shopping there for like actualy food, i think i'd be in there all day, and not even realize it.
This summer was ridic. what the fuck. it was hot for like what a month? i don't get it. the last week of summer, and it's fucking raining and cold. i went out today in sweat pants and a sweatshirt, both pink, in case that matters, but seriously. i hate it.
ok im ending with this disgrace: FreakOfNature258 [11:19 P.M.]: lol, im serious, i dont like pink
But jimmy wet the bed, so i don't take this seriously... i guess???