Update...
Okay, millions of things have happend this I wrote in this last. Justin dumped me, or in other words, ignored me and then told me I was scarying him cuz I alwayz went to his work to say hi to him. HeLLO! I worked right next door to him, it was kinda hard NOT to go to his work. Asshole told me to never speak to him again. Okay, so since that, never talked to him again. It was kinda hard at first because I still really like him. Owell, GUYS! UGH!
Well, I met a kid at school. His name is Alika. We went out one weekend, he kissed me that night dropping me off at home. He called the next day and asked if that was okay that he kissed me, I said that was very okay. Well this started going in a very good direction. We were always with one another. I was alwayz at his house over night and till late at night. At this point I kept going over things in my head about him. I was in love with him. But was I really? Was it just lust? Well, after 3 months alika tells me he loves me one night laying in bed. I was sooo happy and releaved and just words cannot explain it. I was finally in love with somone after soo long. And he was in love with me too. After that, I moved into his apartment with him and his roomie adam. And that is were I still am. We already made plans for the future. I love him and Im going to marry this guy. I really want to. I know this for sure. Im just so happy. =)
In a couple of months my parents will be moving to Arizona. BLAH! This is going to be so scary. I dont want them to leave. I dont know if i'll be able to handle this.. Well, I might be able to, but I dont want to. They need to stay here with me. I need my mom. But their not happy here. I have to let them go. They have to take my cat to. Alikas roomie HATES cats. That so makes me cry everything time i think about it. It SUX!!! fuck.. =( blah. O well. I'll just have an excuse to go on a road trips alot.. =) And last night I had a tire blow out on my car.. =( Scared the shit out of me. I cried soo much. lol yeah I get very upset when bad shit happens to my car.. =( arggg.. O well, something good will be happening very soon to it.. Hopefully. My baby said he is going to buy me lowering springs for my car for my bday! yay!!! that will be a very good day when i get those things on if he gets them for me. =) o\kay im done blabbin for now.. shoots
Well, I met a kid at school. His name is Alika. We went out one weekend, he kissed me that night dropping me off at home. He called the next day and asked if that was okay that he kissed me, I said that was very okay. Well this started going in a very good direction. We were always with one another. I was alwayz at his house over night and till late at night. At this point I kept going over things in my head about him. I was in love with him. But was I really? Was it just lust? Well, after 3 months alika tells me he loves me one night laying in bed. I was sooo happy and releaved and just words cannot explain it. I was finally in love with somone after soo long. And he was in love with me too. After that, I moved into his apartment with him and his roomie adam. And that is were I still am. We already made plans for the future. I love him and Im going to marry this guy. I really want to. I know this for sure. Im just so happy. =)
In a couple of months my parents will be moving to Arizona. BLAH! This is going to be so scary. I dont want them to leave. I dont know if i'll be able to handle this.. Well, I might be able to, but I dont want to. They need to stay here with me. I need my mom. But their not happy here. I have to let them go. They have to take my cat to. Alikas roomie HATES cats. That so makes me cry everything time i think about it. It SUX!!! fuck.. =( blah. O well. I'll just have an excuse to go on a road trips alot.. =) And last night I had a tire blow out on my car.. =( Scared the shit out of me. I cried soo much. lol yeah I get very upset when bad shit happens to my car.. =( arggg.. O well, something good will be happening very soon to it.. Hopefully. My baby said he is going to buy me lowering springs for my car for my bday! yay!!! that will be a very good day when i get those things on if he gets them for me. =) o\kay im done blabbin for now.. shoots