Suicidal Tendancies
I has been said that the people who constantly threaten to commit suicide are the ones who are the least likely to actually follow through with it.
Those who cease to mention it are the ones that you have to watch out for.
Like the stillness before the storm, those within days or hours of taking their own life are at peace with their decision. They rarely show signs of pain and suffering, sensing the end of their tourture on this earth.
And so, as my pride enters into the last few days of its life, it is no longer worried nor afraid of the inevitable doom.
Yes my friends, Northwestern auditions are Saturday. I was so nervous/anxious for several months prior to this weekend. Suddenly an overwhelming feeling of peace has come over my body. I no longer fear my rejection. This weekend will be over before I know it. And it will be finished.
So long my friends. I leave for Chicago tomorrow. The pain and suffering will be over. My fate is upon me.
Do not cry, dear friends, for I will return Monday. Perhaps, in a new likeness. Happy. Carefree. Maybe I will have sprouted wings...
Ok, this is just getting weird.
Those who cease to mention it are the ones that you have to watch out for.
Like the stillness before the storm, those within days or hours of taking their own life are at peace with their decision. They rarely show signs of pain and suffering, sensing the end of their tourture on this earth.
And so, as my pride enters into the last few days of its life, it is no longer worried nor afraid of the inevitable doom.
Yes my friends, Northwestern auditions are Saturday. I was so nervous/anxious for several months prior to this weekend. Suddenly an overwhelming feeling of peace has come over my body. I no longer fear my rejection. This weekend will be over before I know it. And it will be finished.
So long my friends. I leave for Chicago tomorrow. The pain and suffering will be over. My fate is upon me.
Do not cry, dear friends, for I will return Monday. Perhaps, in a new likeness. Happy. Carefree. Maybe I will have sprouted wings...
Ok, this is just getting weird.